probably u think i have changed..

yes i have changed..after seeing so much things..i cant help it..

it all start of with the orphanage trip..
seeing the kids there so happy when we are there..i carried a child and feed him with milk...he seems to be so happy when i carried him to the playground..seems like he hasnt been there before..
does these kids here even have the chance to support idols like me?
i dont think so..i'm lucky..and thats why i'm thankful..

people are taking things for granted...everything...time..money..safety..everything..
i said this, rather than spending the money on the albums and everything..why cant i do something for the kids..and this is the reason that i came our with this principle..

for every dollar i spend on idols..i'll donate a dollar...or if its even possible, i'll use the money that i would spend on the idols,i'll donate it out..

whether can you accept who's the me now..
its up to you..dont force yourself if you cant..just let go..
because i know this character of me right now..will cause some people to think that its ridiculous..we should fully support the idols..but for me..i think more realistic..idols are all healthy and everything..if we support the idols..who are going to support the kids in the orphanage? for hard core fans..if you cant accept me..i'm totally fine with it..

i'm not saying that i wont be supporting the idols..but on the other hand, like i have said earlier..
for every dollar i spend on the idols, i'll donate the same amt of money spent to the needy